Dont cry because its over,smile because it happend

This sucks man..

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 15:33:00 -0700

Well I honestly don’t know anymore. My life is well. Complicated. I don’t want to give up on her. But she wants to be done. So I probably have no hope. She wants to be friends but how can I go being by her side letting someone else take her. It’s so heartbreaking. :( I’m so sad. I have never ever been this depressed. But for now. I just have to pull through and maybe she will give me another opportunity

Maybe time is for the best.

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 21:40:08 -0700

Relationships are hard. I know. But maybe I do need to just sit back and let her do her. One day I know I will look back and say this was the best thing in my life. This relationship. And I hope that one day is my marriage day. But that’s not for a long time. And she needs space now. I need a friend. I hope this is what we need. If not well happiness may be my expression but sadness is what I feel.

I can’t say I’m the perfect boyfriend. Because I’m not. I have lost the most important thing in my...

Mon, 10 Jun 2013 17:16:58 -0700

I can’t say I’m the perfect boyfriend. Because I’m not. I have lost the most important thing in my life. And I don’t know what to do with myself. We talked today. It was awesome I was able to make her laugh but for now that still didnt work. She’s asked me to work on it many times… on my insecurities and trusting, and I have but honestly i didn’t try hard enough. It is just that I never thought it would get this far. For me to say were done. I thought she would have fought for us. And it’s frustrating because I was the one who caused it. And now I’m dealing with the consequences. And it’s not worth it. For me to get mad over something stupid. It was such a simple solution but I had to just open my big mouth. And ruin things. How can I be so cruel. It’s not like I’m a bad person. I know that I’m not but I just have never had something so real like this relationship. And losing it is just tearing my heart into a thousand pieces. What can I do. She says I can’t have her and that I’ll find someone. But I don’t want for that. I want for her to give me just one last shot. To prove to her that I can change. I will change. I can be very immature and I realize that. I need to just step it up. So two weeks before I can talk to the most amazing, beautiful, stunning girl in the while world. Our relationship is the best. And i don’t want it to end. So what can I do. She seemed positive that she was done. But she kissed me. Is there still hope ? :/ It doesn’t seem like it. But I have faith in god and in myself. I will change. I will once again be hers. And I will try even harder to just make her happy. For all of these tears filled with memories mean something. Not just to me but to her too. Ugh. I’m so fucking stupid.

How many likes before she finds out?…

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 20:49:42 -0800

How many likes before she finds out?…

My girlfriend @anamariarose is way cooler and funnier than...

Tue, 12 Feb 2013 15:16:39 -0800

My girlfriend @anamariarose is way cooler and funnier than yours. :) #vandalism

I got a turkey!!!#bowling #turkey #gutter

Mon, 21 Jan 2013 18:41:31 -0800

I got a turkey!!!#bowling #turkey #gutter

If I don’t pee myself I’m going to be upset…...

Thu, 17 Jan 2013 12:32:33 -0800

If I don’t pee myself I’m going to be upset… #mama #midnight

Granola!! (by ThatsWhatRubenSaid)

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 01:26:00 -0800

Granola!! (by ThatsWhatRubenSaid)

Jenga!!!1 (by ThatsWhatRubenSaid) #f4f #l4l

Fri, 11 Jan 2013 19:08:00 -0800

Jenga!!!1 (by ThatsWhatRubenSaid) #f4f #l4l

Jenga!!!1 (by ThatsWhatRubenSaid)

Thu, 10 Jan 2013 09:23:04 -0800

Jenga!!!1 (by ThatsWhatRubenSaid)

Granola!! (by ThatsWhatRubenSaid)

Wed, 09 Jan 2013 23:53:05 -0800

Granola!! (by ThatsWhatRubenSaid)

Woohoo Piano (by ThatsWhatRubenSaid)

Fri, 04 Jan 2013 20:42:00 -0800

Woohoo Piano (by ThatsWhatRubenSaid)

It was super nice. But then I drove away from it.

Tue, 06 Nov 2012 10:07:16 -0800

It was super nice. But then I drove away from it.

@anamariarose it has been a truly amazing time I’ve had...

Mon, 22 Oct 2012 22:33:48 -0700

@anamariarose it has been a truly amazing time I’ve had with you babe. You are beyond extraordinary in every possible way! I’m so happy were together! #truerelationship

I’m pumped #pokemon #white #2012 (Taken with Instagram)

Sat, 13 Oct 2012 09:46:56 -0700

I’m pumped #pokemon #white #2012 (Taken with Instagram)

edwardspoonhands: I really enjoyed this. And then I read the...

Wed, 03 Oct 2012 12:52:00 -0700

edwardspoonhands:

I really enjoyed this. And then I read the description and it said:

“Someone, please hire someone to make sure I put out at least one video a week.”

So I thought, since Nerdfighteria does such a good job of doing that for me, maybe some of you could do it for him as well. Who wants the job?

Hiking the iron goat trail. #nature #hike #silly. #9miles...

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 18:45:08 -0700

Hiking the iron goat trail. #nature #hike #silly. #9miles @anamariarose @kassiesh @jalisasantigo (Taken with Instagram)

Me and my beautiful girlfriend on my Birthday! #awyeahh...

Mon, 03 Sep 2012 13:33:02 -0700

Me and my beautiful girlfriend on my Birthday! #awyeahh #birthday #cutie #happy #happiness (Taken with Instagram)

I really like my girlfriend… #cute #read #message #gf...

Fri, 17 Aug 2012 18:51:56 -0700

I really like my girlfriend… #cute #read #message #gf #girlfriend (Taken with Instagram)

At my work!! #gokart #racing (Taken with Instagram)

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 21:12:12 -0700

At my work!! #gokart #racing (Taken with Instagram)